today is a much better day. but of course, it isnt over yet. yesterday night just left a bitter taste in my mouth but everything's back to normal now, or so i hope. i do want you to know how i feel. but i had to delete that post cuz this shldnt be the way you find things out.

anyway to my dearest dearest dearest cousin. if you see this, just wanna let you know that i will pray for you. go into that room filled with nothing but thoughts of your children, your parents, your husband, all of us and how we love you so.